It's Simple and Beautiful.

2010-04-03T12:29:00.001+08:00

Moved to > http://vanity-x3.blogspot.com

2010-03-26T00:21:00.003+08:00

He who burns in ashes, and from th point, reborn. He who never dies, I shall strive to be his image. Never falter; For nothing is worth being sad over.

He who falls from th heavens, and to th hellbournes, condemned. He who had fallen, I shall not follow in his footsteps. Never fall; For nothing is to be felled over.

He who cries at night, to himself, traumatized. He who is filled with sadness, I am already. I don't want to cry anymore but in vain; For no one is willing to save me.

Wrote this yesterday night while being drunk o.o

2010-03-21T23:42:00.002+08:00

I asked you whut you forgot. You said Nope. I said I was just scaring you. I lied. Was actually waiting for your call til 4am in th morning.

After a small conversation with one of my friends, I realized that you actually are not ready for relationship. I'm just stupidly rushing into stuffs. Lol.

I want you to see this. I want you to know that I actually care.
I don't want you to see this. I don't want you to be affected and feel guilty or anything.

You're not obligated. << Love this phrase. I use it quite alot.

=====RANT=====

I'm making myself so emo and confused nao. Even when my friends were having some kind of dirty chat, I just kept quiet. Don't know whut feelings to display. Seemed that I've robbed myself of feelings, like everytime someone hurts me. Looking back at my ex's blog, tears uncontrollably roll down. I hope you're not reading too. Don't have to see me in such a pitiful state. Wish you're happy too. And kindly fuck off my life. Seriously. My life doesn't need you.

=====RANT=====

Sigh.

2010-03-21T16:11:00.001+08:00

Sigh.

Nights.

2010-03-19T02:02:00.002+08:00

Wanted to say good nights to you, but you didn't tell me you're sleeping.

Th meaning is in th intention, and not th words. Good nights. (: Hope you rest well and have nice lil` dreams. :3

And lastly, have fun with your darling (:

Hopes. Such beauty.

2010-03-18T01:10:00.005+08:00

Looks like things are back to normal again. Hopefully too. Tho there is still regret about yesterday. Tho there was arguement, am glad also that am able to get to know some stuff that she doesn't like me to say. Will note. Will avoid. (: Trying to be better than him, so as to capture your heart. :3 She's busy tomorrow. Guess I'll be alone at home again. ;x MUD-ing time. ;x

Hope it works out. ^_^

2010-03-16T22:48:00.001+08:00

Fuck. I need to bang my head. Seriously. Need to wake up. Sigh.

Dreams.

2010-03-16T12:01:00.004+08:00

Re-writing my o-levels compo. (:

Dreams are such mythical illusions, accompanied by rumors such as dejavu or th forgetfulness that one would usually encounter when they experience dreams. It was also written in an article that one would usually have dreams after th 6th hour of continuous sleeping, but those above are not whut I would be focusing on today.

Realistic things around us would cause a change or alter our inner feelings. Ever thought about having won lottery? It sure brings smiles to person's face. It's such mindset that drives people towards their goals. Nevertheless, such thinking might be obnoxious, an example being addictive gamblers thinking that they might get a chance in life by gambling, even after losing away their entire family fortunes. Look, we are talking about th mindset on gambling. Depending on th situation applied, th results and th mindset that is expected by people viewing them might differ.

Dreams are almost th same. Some people dream of winning lottery and gambling, and thus wants to try to have a chance at it, while they could. While others dream of losing their possessions due to th same situation, and cower and whimper away from gambling, having not thought, but dreamt of such disastrous results of gambling. I've always believed that dreams can be altered if we change th respective mindsets.

As such, no matter how much

Moodless to continue. ._.

In short, I dreamt of going out with you. Brings smiles to my face. Don't wanna change. Still wanna try to be with you.

While.... hais. Just hurts knowing you're going through that. ._.

Sigh.

2010-03-13T12:52:00.004+08:00

Not calling me when you said okay. No apologies, not even a simple sorry. Do I not deserve it? ._.

Can't you see I'm already letting alot? Or are you just getting tired? Or do you think I'm easy to play with/get just because I'm always trying to be there for you?

I don't even think you read my blog, or th audi rooms I'm in.

Perhaps I'm just thinking too much. If you read this, please tell me. :(

Heart's down and confused because of you.

Longing.

2010-03-12T21:30:00.003+08:00

Hope you're mine. I want you by my side.

Confused by my myself.

Wanted you to see this, and yet don't want you to see. x(

Waiting for th day you would say "I'm yours". ._.

2010-03-11T03:22:00.002+08:00

Felt so bad. Watched movies without her. x.x

I'm still thinking of her. :x

And th movie was lame. Th movie was titled something like "A woman, A gun and a Noodle store~" LOL.

Tata~ Off to sleep. Wish my parents stop telling me to sleep. >.>

Smell of Strawberries

2010-03-10T00:16:00.000+08:00

I can't forget th strawberry smell from you. >.<

It still lingers.

School <:

2010-03-09T15:36:00.001+08:00

She's in school nao. Should not disturb her. :x

But she doesn't reply my sms-es. :(

But it's okay, she's busy. :D

TATA to bed~ :x Pig-ism. :P

Missing you

2010-03-08T20:35:00.003+08:00

When you miss someone, you want that person to be with you, at that very moment.

When you miss someone, you wait for their sms-es, foolishly waiting at th phone.

Every word makes a difference.

Every sentence makes a change.

Every paragraph alters feelings.

Love you, love me.

Goo Doo Dolls - Iris

2010-03-08T11:46:00.000+08:00

Verse 1

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
Verse 2

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
Chorus

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Verse 3

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive

Chorus

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Chorus

I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

Movies. Happiness. Blush.

2010-03-08T02:31:00.003+08:00

Such a lovely day today.

Watched "Hot Summer Days" with cutezxcs. x.x It was such nice. Enjoyed th warmth too. x.x And she was such nice to hug. :x Rather addictive, and to top it off, she's such a nice girl. :x Wonders when will she be able to accept me. :3

I'm over th moon! (:

Need to make a mental note to revert my blog's template to BoxArt. It should be in my Linux partition. :x

2010-03-04T01:03:00.003+08:00

Retarded family I have. Smoking only ma.

In th end, they still don't know whut my expectations are.

I just need them to shut up, and let me take care of my own life. Come on, $7 a day is already very little, but is enough to sustain my daily needs and ciggs. Not just school is being stressed, the amount of lectures my parents give are already enough to stress me to hell already.

And to add on, they say that I sleep rather late. Yes, I do admit that. But hey, I sleep at 2am and wake up at 11am, total sleep of 9 hours. That's more than anyone in th family okay.

And lastly, I do not fucking smoke at home. If I do not go out of th house, I basically do not smoke.

Tata retards~

FM Static - Tonight

2010-03-03T15:18:00.004+08:00

I remember the days we spent together were not enough
And it used to feel like dreamin' except we always woke up
Never thought not having you here now, would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up and know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

2010-02-21T21:30:00.002+08:00

Looking back at that face and picture of hers, it sure bring back memories. Happy ones, and of course anger-driven ones. Alot of stuff happened during this 1 and half years. There were happy moments, and sad ones. Nevertheless, I admit that it was enjoyable with your company.

Looking back, reminiscing, drives tears down my cheeks. People once said that holding on is harder, but I think it's th letting go that sucks truly. I've given many chances, been scolded un-decisive many times. Lol. It hurts even til now. But I hope you've truly let go.

._.

Tata~ Mr.Bunny

2010-02-09T08:10:00.003+08:00

I've completed my MSN lab test, which I've gotten at least 80~85 marks. Also completed my MSN final written test, of which I have done 50 questions over 30minute. Relatively easy. :P

Meeting someone~ later. Hope it would be a new beginning, whether she gets to be my gf or not.

CHANGE?

2009-12-29T02:21:00.002+08:00

after so long, im still crying. i'm still my own self. taking all these shit. when she died, i just curled up in a ball. when my dad left, i curled up in a ball. when she changed , i curled up in a ball. hahahahahaha... perhaps im destined to be alone, no one knows my pain. i cry alone. no one sees. i confide in none. i'm indebted to none.

perhaps i've changed, perhaps she've changed. one thing's for sure, something changed.

Repetitive.

2009-12-16T11:57:00.003+08:00

Please understand... The reason why I wanted a break is that I don't want to argue so much anymore. You know that, it hurts both sides when we argue.

You claim that you learn more about me after every argument, but the reasons that we argue are almost the same. I have not much faith in this relationship anymore, seriously.

Perhaps the reason for me patching up with you is that I'm still living in my fairytale world, with happy endings. You can count how many last chances that came out from my mouth. I'm trying, and I've tried.

Perhaps I'm just mentally tired. Yesterday's conversation was a misunderstanding to start with.

Anyway, I'm going to school later to take my WLT(Wireless Lan Technology) CT(Common Tests). I absolutely love acronyms. (:
Hope I get a good question. :D

Mis-guided

2009-12-16T08:39:00.003+08:00

Argued yesterday night. She was actually planning to apologize but I read it the wrong way.

Perhaps I should be more understanding.
Perhaps I should not be so angry.
Perhaps I should give her a chance.
Perhaps I should not be so stubborn.
Perhaps I should continue this relationship.
Perhaps.

But I'm so hot-tempered.
But I'm so stubborn.
But I'm so disappointed in both of us.
But I'm so pissed that others are commenting on our relationship.
But I'm so tired of life.
But.

She said she wants to change.
I should give her a chance.
She said she wants to change.
I should not give her a chance.
She said she wants to change.
I should give her a chance.
She said she wants to change.
I should not give her a chance.

Gahhh. I don't know.

I'll contemplate after my common tests. For now, it's study time. :(

Revelations

2009-12-15T00:05:00.002+08:00

Time for Marco's Revelations:

1. Every Monday: Cut my nailz

Love?

2009-12-14T23:26:00.004+08:00

Time to blog, a rare post.

The webmaster thinks that he falls in love fast.
He thinks that he is in love with 2 girls at once.
Who love?
Addiction?

The webmaster thinks that he is not worthy of her love.
He thinks that he mis-calculated his decisions regarding love.
Why love?
Regret?

The webmaster thinks that it's just infatuation that caused "love".
He thinks that he "LOVED", but actually didn't.
Which love?
Mis-conception?

The webmaster thinks that he should have done enough, for her.
He thinks that he had failed.
How love?
Inadequate?

The webmaster thinks that love should be cherished.
He thinks that, at the same time, others should be given a chance to love her.
I am loved.
I am sorry.
I am wrong.
I am ready to let go, if you tell me to.

Mistrusted, maligned, died.

2009-12-02T08:24:00.004+08:00

10/06/08 to 30/11/09

No doubts we've been through alot. And up to this point, you still question my love and faithfulness for you. Do you even trust me? I do not reckon so.

I never wanted to cheat on you. There's no point in checking my stuff, it only enrages me. If I wanted to cheat on you, I'd have done it like months ago, at instances like you walked out on me when I was working in a gaming convention. I persevered and was wrong. It still ends up as nothing.

It disheartens me when I saw that you added him on facebook. Is it so important to spite me, or take revenge on me, or prove that I'm just a substitute, for all these while?

Perhaps we are not meant for each other, and that's the reason why I won't pretend that nothing happened and patch back. The same situation will happen again and again. I've tried to change, have you?

P.S. I still love you.

The Great P. Bunny

Surrogates

2009-09-30T23:03:00.003+08:00

Watched a movie, Surrogates, as tickets were won from Nuffnang.

The movie was actually a simple film, depicting how robots could never replace certain aspects of our lives. The film takes place in a future setting, of which humans only need to utilize their surrogate self to interact with others. It has its good and bad points where humans do not necessarily put their own-selves in the dangerous society. Although one can have fun through their surrogates, they often neglect the need of physical and emotional contact of their own human self, as seen that the lead character, Bruce Willis, tried to convince his wive of getting out of surrogacy herself. I would imagine, in the distant future, you might never know the operator of the surrogates. It might be a fat man with his dick sticking out. :D

This film has also quite a twist towards the intermediary and the end. With characters that prove their identities otherwise, and frantic decisions made by the lead himself, I would rate this movie 7 out of 10, for plot. The visuals, the realisticality of the surrogates, are worth of praise.

4 popcorns out of 5. (:

Am I your dog?

2009-09-29T22:20:00.004+08:00

Just only told you to pick up the straw, and you replied with "Am I your dog?". I have never ever said that to you. Why did you say that to me? Then am I a dog to you? No a sorry, not even anything. Come on. I don't deserve it?

Seriously. Everytime this happens, we argue. That's why I chose to keep quiet just now. Or maybe because I became YOUR dog. A single action means alot. From the point where those words came out from your mouth, there is already no return.

2009-09-16T00:33:00.004+08:00

I'm here, back again, as I have remembered I have not updated my blog.

One of the notable things during the past few days was that I went out with my girlfriend and bought my purple Zinc bunny sling-bag. Shall post pictures of it if I ever get my hands on a digital camera. Sadly to say, I do not own any sort of camera; not even my handphone. I'm proud to say that it looks great on me, as many have said. Well, it seems that it was a correct decision to purchase that bag.

Girlfriend bought a hair bleach-dye which landed my precious hair to an even more unrepairable state. Pictures attached below. On the contrary, although my girlfriend used a lesser amount of hair bleach-dye, her hair looked more "successful" as compared to mine.

The pictures are not so good, but they are the best I could get. So if anyone wants to donate me a camera, you're welcome to do so. (:

Played a massive amount of WoW private servers and none seemed to catch my attention. I dream to be in a private server where raids would be more common. I love PvE, and enjoy being a support hero, as I always do while playing DotA.

Went to some weird restaurant/caterferia opened by China people, as it could be seen from the enormous amount of waitresses and employees from China. The restaurant is named FoodAcia. I'm not sure whether that is supposed to be of correct spelling but oh`wells, the food was below satisfaction. It would score a 2 out of 10 on my food rating. The free flow of ice cream and drinks was not attractive after dining there for the first time. This was because my girlfriend commented that the ice cream was disgusting. I personally do not eat ice cream; Unable to comment.

It seems that Comex 2009 has already ended and I have NOT bought the portable HDD, as I do not really require it. Well, that's unless if it was a gift. Looks like this anyway.

Also chanced upon this video in youtube, instructions to make a Towel Penis

Okay. Time to sleep. Peace out. Will try to update more often. (:

2009-09-10T23:59:00.003+08:00

Have been quite hectic having work these few months. There wasn't really a time to blog. Have really been going out, eating good food. The laze of blogging has really caught up to me.

There was really a need to blog, and not neglecting my faithful readers.

Updated my blogskin back to the original one, as my dear has destroyed my previous blogskin, the white blogskin with the blue caption.

Really fun today as I went shopping with dear at Comex 2009, helping all the employees busy giving out pamphlets. Also saw De Neng working in one of the booths, a Linksys by Cisco booth. Anyway had a short chat with him and proceeded to take a look at one of my future portable HDDs. a 2.5" 500GB HDD had caught my attention. It was priced at a discount price of SGD119$. Contemplating whether to get my hands on one of them. Need to think carefully before making any rash/disastrous/fatal/stupid/self-own mistakes. There wasn't actually a real need for the HDD as I would be serving my NS soon, like in another half a year.

Also ate pizza hut today, partially as a date with my dear, and as a anniversary celebration to our 15th month. Yea, we are existing that long. Apart from my first girlfriend which lasted 3 years, who died and will always be living in a small space in my heart, this has been the longest one. Love you dear.

Felt like not attending the PPP course tomorrow, but it is compulsory for all students. And so would get my ass r4p3d by the chair in that room for 4 fucking hours. Luckily I have my good buddy, Weijie, to be offered his blank(obviously, cause he didn't use it) book. Saved my wallet from the menacing price of 4.70$, as quoted in the email. The course, Professional Preparation Program course, thus PPP, was required by all students before they are allowed to graduate. It will teach us valuable information on how to write a Cover Letter & Resume, OBVIOUSLY which we had done during enlistment in the attachment program. It also enlightens us on Workplace Etiquette, which doesn't seem to be theoretically-teachable. It has to be felt, and EXPERIENCED, not TAUGHT. Teaching us on The Employment Interview is also kind of pointless as I also have been interviewed by my company's superiors/supervisors. Nothing much though. Just don't know why some students, shall not be labeled, PHAIL-ed the interview.

So there we go, nice school.

Dear and I also bleached our hair, with dear being the master hair stylist. The result was a mass of uneven patches of bleached hair. Time to sleep, mom nagging.

I still love you

2009-07-15T07:48:00.000+08:00

Hais.

I was here - MM

2009-07-02T00:04:00.001+08:00

Have been running here running there lately in work. No time to blog. :C Emo!

Had lots of fun with dear<3 with astons and pizza hut. getting fatter though. Must slim more, my dear too.;pWAAHAHHAHAHA

I think that it's my lucky week. Many lucky things.

It's not what we do of what we have, it's what we make do of what we only have. -icywind, 2009
lopls
quite short bah.
time to sleep
muacks

PS:this post is posted why MM :D

2009-05-18T07:19:00.000+08:00

The way I've been tolerant to every lil' shit that happens around me.

The way I'm being fascinated by all the lil' shit people around me.

Okay let's call this shitbitch "PangSehKia".

And so PangSehKia likes to pangseh alot. Well, you could see that from the nick I gave it.

And I'm not going to go out with it anymore. No further explanations. I actually wanted to include the details in my blogpost but now I don't deem it necessary.

Why?

Because I am actually very forgiving, letting it pangseh me alot, alot, alot of times. It crossed my limits.

Have to do interim report >.< Chiong ar!

2009-04-30T07:32:00.000+08:00

songs

2009-04-26T23:41:00.003+08:00

Disclaimer: This song has got nothing to do with my current life now. LOL.

And I found out that cbox gives popups in IE. Will troubleshoot it. Worst comes, I would have to remove cbox :D

songs

2009-04-23T22:10:00.001+08:00

2009-04-22T23:34:00.003+08:00

I suddenly realize how hard it is to short-form certain stuff, like livejournal.

Instead of:

Did you change your livejournal's skin?

It would become:

Did you change your lj's skin?

Yes, fuck. It sounds so wrong.

Self-Notice: I would remember to think of a better name if I decide to create my own branding. LOL.

And oh ya, I ate 6 slices of supreme-size pizza today. And 1 shot of some Burborn Whiskey in company. :D

2009-04-15T00:03:00.001+08:00

Maybe I'm thinking too much.

Maybe I'm expecting too much.

But I sincerely hope that there's nothing.

And I sincerely hope that you'd listen.

Sadly, I'm afraid I would have to be disappointed.

I had a long day.

I want to sleep.

Let me sleep.

Please.

2009-04-10T02:31:00.004+08:00

Yes I know the new blogskin is not redirecting links properly. I'm changing it. :D

2009-04-04T22:30:00.005+08:00

2009-03-25T07:34:00.003+08:00

Expensive good shit.

Zack Kim - Dear Tiesto
Zack Kim - Canon
Chieko Kawabe - Be Your Girl

Damn. Talented people. Guess I have to get going, and

2009-03-24T00:07:00.003+08:00

If you think what people say is more likely my character than what you see in me, fine. Go on. I have no qualms about that. Seriously. They can fuck themselves all they want. So if tomorrow your best friend tells me that you have been fucking around with guys, I should believe s/he? No I wouldn't, cause I believe you wouldn't do that.

You fucking doubt me. I know who I am. My conscience is clear.
I didn't fucking doubt you when you were outside, poking into your stuff like some mother fucking bitch. I believed you, and yet you treat me like a piece of shit.

You will always be the most important person in my heart. But it just hurts me to see you say those sentences to me.

And I kept asking you whether you love me or not, cause I knew this would happen.
Perhaps that's what people call "tests"

2009-03-23T22:37:00.001+08:00

I tell you. Firefox is really tabbing-madness man. :D

Anyway busy with work. And programming + calvin's blog

2009-03-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

Damn. Tmrl have work.

2009-02-20T00:19:00.006+08:00

Amagad!

"105 Posts, last published on Dec 27, 2008 "
And so this line dictates that I've really have not been blogging in such a long time.
And how I wish i had camera.
And I suddenly felt like taking a photo of my own hands typing the keyboard through a mirror on my table.
And I've really been afflicted with the "no-life syndrome", playing RO on long hours of the day.

There's basically nothing to talk about in my life, really.

And I'm really starting to have fucking bad memory. Like how I forgot what I and dearest did on Valentines. (Or did we even go out?)
Argh.

Exam's coming. I haven't being studying. But actually there's a kind sould willing to compile the slides that are not coming out in FNS exam. Ming De(Fuck. I forgot his name. =.=) actually sent a .txt file to me. I can't upload it to my hosting website perhaps because

Wow I'm drinking a bottle of Cabernet Sauvignon. Weirdly, it has an label but there is no indication of the production year. And yes, I like wiki-ing stuff.

Ahey! I have to report at dearest's house at 11am tomorrow. Preferably studying over at her house while she watches The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button. (: Cya all. :D

Oh ya. Happy birthday Shermaine Lau Boon Kuan. :P

2008-12-27T21:31:00.001+08:00

.

I'm sick.

What are you fussing oveR?

2008-12-23T01:11:00.000+08:00

Why?

Today I have yet again been fooled. You promised to come my house early in the morning for tangyuan; You didn't appear. Luckily I have not told my mom to cook lunch for you too. Had I known it would end up this way, I would not even reserve those tangyuan for you.

You still had the cheek to cause a ruckus when I simply joked that I refuse to go your house. Tell me. What the fuck did I do to deserve this? Brb eating cheesels on bus.

Back eating cheesels. It was abit too salty but that level of saltiness is just nice for me! (:

So it was my fault that you sleep so damn late and you can't wake up.You said you will wake up tomorrow early in the morning and accompany me to go to the doctors. Tell you what, I think I will be disappointed again. It's not that I don't trust your intention of meeting me early; Just that I really think that you can't live up to the words you say.

Cb.

Anyway, at any rate, I need to start on my IPD project; I want my holidays. :x

2008-12-15T23:50:00.002+08:00

Holidays.

It's holiday.

Blog tmrl.

Stupid parents telling me to sleep.

2008-12-11T21:13:00.002+08:00

Tannery

Dear asked my mom if I could stay over her house and my mom agreed so I stayed over her house on Tuesday night. The following day, dearest brought me to eat duck rice which was simply fabulous, and little people know how strict I rate the food I eat.

Then went over to swim at the swimming complex near her house. It was simply nice. The place was big and the slides, Lazy River, the mushroom, all was great! Thanks darling. (:

Anyway I just watched a DvDrip of Taken(2008). Quite nice as an action movie. I would personally rate it 82/100. (:

2008-12-05T01:35:00.004+08:00

Granz Stalkzer

Wanted to post a very long post but lost the file while reformatting. Darn.

Current computer statistics:
7.5GB(XFS) - Linux /
2.5GB(XFS) - Linux Swap
100.0GB(XFS) - Linux /home
10.0GB(FAT32) - Windows XP Pro SP3, Linux /windows

Current computer running speeds on Windows XP:
Booting Windows XP - 13 seconds
Copying/Cloning files within harddisk - 7.3MB/s
Starting Warcraft III: TFT - 1 second
Stopping Warcraft III: TFT after game - 3 seconds
Halting Windows XP - 4 seconds
Pagefile - 2046MB

Computer:
Intel(R) Core(TM)2 Duo CPU T7500 @ 2.20GHz, 2.19GHz
1.99GB of RAM
PAE enabled

My computer is <3

My darling is more <3 (:

My new stalking toy to play with:
Found matching blog within approx 6minutes, Found friendster address within 2minutes, DDoS msn within seconds. Ah! New record. ROFL.

****is*lie@hotmail.com << great fufillment! ROFL (:

2008-11-30T23:25:00.004+08:00

Windows XP sucks? ROFL. Or windows too dumb?

I swear I'm very addicted to reformatting OSes over and over again cause installing Linux is really a very challenging task to do.

Before the reformat, I had Windows Vista.
After the reformat to Debian Etch, I discovered that my wireless card is only supported by a newer version of Debian.
So, I reformatted to Debian Lenny, having KDE3.5 as my DE(desktop enviroment), I wanted to try KDE4.
Installed KDE4 and realised the transition from KDE3.5 to KDE4 wasn't smooth cause I can't login after upgrading, thus another reformat, this time installing KDE4 straight away.
Being not so satisfied, I wanted to try XFCE as my DE, and thus reformatted my comp again to remove all the unnessary stuff. The reformat is really nessary as I didn't like KDE libraries remaining in my comp(Harddisk-hog).

100

Offtopic: 100th post rofl.

2008-11-24T00:39:00.002+08:00

z0mg.

I swear I do not have time here. But since dearest told me to blog, I have no choice but to do so. Have been busy with installing Debian(Opens in new window) and all that I can say is that installing Linux can be quite a bitch if you are just starting out.

Cause personally I still can't get my wireless to work and being competitive of me, I neglected my darling because of trying to fix it.

Darling came down to find me. Very thoughtful of her. (: Still thinks she's abit foolish thinking that asshole would return her the stuff but... Expected.

Blister hurts.
Ulcer hurts.

Pics during the time of blog inactivity:

2008-11-15T23:19:00.003+08:00

For all those who love their gfs alot

Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

And I truly love my Hui Min alot. (:

WALAO. MY AXE CHUI. Sian. :( Fuck la. Blink then fail to call =.= Tok kat chui. :/ No wonder na is banned hero. ROFL. Starting completely cannot farm. fuck.

2008-11-14T13:23:00.002+08:00

What is the world becoming? Or atleast, in Singapore

Melamine

ACJC girl tied up, roughed up, and humiliated on elite JC premises

Hawkers seen mixing melted plastic with goreng pisang

2008-11-11T21:31:00.000+08:00

Endurance Race! (:

I have found out a way to perform a self endurance test.

These are the steps:

Don't sleep the previous night because you have to do project.
Finish a presentation that makes you so gorgy already.
Drink half a bottle of DOM.
Drink 1/4 bottle of Jack Daniel's Whiskeeeyyyyyy (Nice hor.)
3 Shots of Absolute Vodka

Now you really become gorgy!

So many projects...

2008-11-09T17:51:00.004+08:00

Sorry people.

I know I've not been blogging for quite some time but I hope those who are reading can forgive me as I'm still very devastated over my lost phone. Well, there were some exciting stuff that happened. For example, going out with Zekai and Siqiao eating, shopping, blah blah. Also have been learning on Pascal Programming Language, so I may not seem quite busy but as a matter of fact, I am. (:

It also shows that I have a life now. ^_^

And I've been discovering recent stupid adverts like this. It comes from the cbox and absolutely has nothing to do with me. (:

2008-11-05T00:31:00.003+08:00

I'm holding it in for your sake.

I have IDP project.
I have Flash project.
I have cover letter to write.
I come back from hours of school.

I can tolerate you blaming it on me.
I can tolerate you putting your anger on me.
But I can't tolerate you being insensitive.

I'm already trying to please you although I'm also abit pissed off with you.
Every time I think of letting it out on you, my heart softens.
Why don't you have the same feeling?

Do you really..... I don't wanna ask this question.

Please do not go too far..

I love you.

LOST MY PHONE.

All those who have my number, please prepare to cancel my number.

Number is 9.8.8.5.7.7.3.7.

2008-11-04T00:24:00.001+08:00

2008-11-02T22:01:00.002+08:00

Eminem - When Im Gone - Eminem

2008-11-01T23:52:00.004+08:00

Dancing made easy.

Firsly, I would like to disclaim that this post MAY not be written purely out of a threat such as this:


Cheesecake<3.Me n You is less den 3 rmb? The Black Parade is Dead!. says (11:51 PM):
update blog hr
Cheesecake<3.Me n You is less den 3 rmb? The Black Parade is Dead!. says (11:51 PM):
i wack u i tell u

Am very furious with Jeremy Mak yesterday since he promised me to reserve tickets for me but at the end, he didn't appear. Should have expected it earlier anyway.

Then darling decided that we shall walk towards AMK Hub from NYP. I told her that it is very far but to no avail. x( Walk walk walk, darling realized that it was getting to nowhere and finally decided to take a bus down 1 stop. (: Hehe.

Played PumpItUpNX2 in AMK Hub where we met this quite cute couple who was kind enough to teach us some additional stuff. Also gave my number to that guy to contact us if he was going out some other day. Quite okay people :x

Back to playing dota. Played with some retards. 2v5. They called us dogs. :o

Replay_2008_11_01_2345.w3g

2008-10-31T00:15:00.001+08:00

Blogger.

Found some stuff that could interest/benefit blogskinners. (:

http://help.blogger.com/bin/answer.py?hl=en&answer=42070(Opens in a new window)

Nights all! (:

2008-10-30T11:02:00.001+08:00

Randomical Nonsensical Stuff!

I'm amazed about how I am attracted to saying random stuff and forgetting them. Actually planned to blog this out but I had forgotten what I wanted to say. Think that my memory span is very low. Stuff I've said/thought minutes ago are easily forgotten. Sad right? :(

ERP looks like REP which sounds like a complete RIP!

How many of you have actually crossed a ERP gantry with a vehicle? My correct guess is no. The explaination is that you have you cross multiple ERP gantries, not just "a ERP gantry". The ERP gantries help you spend your money so fast that it actually cost meals. Every time you cross a ERP gantry with a car, you are literally buying a MacChicken and feeding it to the ERP gantry. The gantry is so hungry that , for every car that passes though, it takes a MacChicken. Hungry goverment eh? Taxing our burgers. :( And they are getting more and more hungry, building more and more ERP gantries. I can forsee that in the future, the MacChicken might become a Carl's Jr burger. :|

2008-10-29T20:56:00.001+08:00

Famished.

Hungry at scape. :x Dear not sending food today. I'm lonely down here ROFL.

2008-10-29T19:00:00.001+08:00

2004 Red Wine

Went to wedding ? days ago with darling and her dad. The food was not bad but the service sucks like hell. I remember on several occasions where the waiteress slammed my cup on the table. How'd you think about that? (: Red wine served was between year 2004-2005. Didn't really bother to check due to my sharp senses. (No la. Actually it's because I drink too much. Drunkard. :x) Drank only 4 cups of it. (:

Let's all Dance!

Kept playing Pump It Up!Nx machine in Dhoby Gaut and Jurong arcade. Topped up darling's TapZ card using $30, adding $50 play value, due to a promotion in Jurong Entertainment Centre(It's closing. All the shops are having clearance sales.) Hehe. Played quite alot.

Jealousy? Abuse? I'm really sorry. Took it too far.

I won't continue hit you/abuse you if you tell me to stop.
I won't call you names. Actually, I don't even remember what I called you. :(
I won't make you feel low. Isn't it making myself low too? :/
I never talk about my love life. If you were refering to me saying that "Emily is cute", let me tell you, cuteness doesn't affect the criteria to be in my love life. I think you know that. I hope you know that. Please know that. :x
Cried.
I love you only, your beloved Bunny.

2008-10-26T13:20:00.003+08:00

My "new" blog link: http://simplicity-x3.sexypenguins.com/ link/relink also no difference

My D-Drive on computer: http://simplicity-files.sexypenguins.com/

My upload speeds: http://www.speedtest.net/result/345031228.png

Download anything you like. (: The speed is 50kb/s as long as only 1 file is downloaded at a time. If it's slow, it means that someone else is downloading files too.

2008-10-25T00:23:00.008+08:00

Outing Outing Outing!

There was an outing today organized by Ms.Wendy to celebrate [Asshole] Good Riddance Day. Don't wish to directly say how the outing went except to say that even the organizer was late. When they were selecting the movie to watch, some people didn't want to watch The Coffin. And so, we stoned. Walked back and forth between Plaza Singapura and Cathay. There was me, darling, Pakkit, HuiXiang, Emily, Wendy, MingHui, Steve and Jasmine. Wendy went off first cause she was pissed off by [don't know what]. Then it was left with my, darling, Pakkit, HuiXiang and Jasmine. Played pool and won 3-4 matches out of 4 matches. It's since a while since I danced and played pool. Getting rusty. But then it's good to forget these kind of stuff as I think they are only recreational stuffs.

Sorry for the pole dance ROFL. Getting too hyped up on dancing >.<

Hope didn't leave a very bad impression on them. (:

And darling, stop calling me Mrs, Housewife, Wife. It's pissing me off.

2008-10-22T23:50:00.003+08:00

Hot dog bun! (:

Patronised this quite a delicious store from Suntec City Mall #03-033(Nice number anyway).

Bought a cheese hot dog bun with a cup(pearl tea size) of almond milk tea. It is quite delicious! Would rate a 6.5 out of 10 for this.

2008-10-22T00:58:00.002+08:00

Sorry for my attitude.

This post is dedicated to my dearest, the currently greatest one in my life.

It all happened when I was pushing my darling around Carefour in the shopping cart. She was complaining about how slow I was pushing the cart although she doesn't seem to realise that I was carrying my laptop bag while pushing her. Well, that's a chore. And my face changed. :/ After a while, even after she apologised, my face was still showing a "omg-i'm-still-angry-with-you-you-fucktard" look. Sorry dear. I just couldn't control it.

2008-10-21T00:00:00.001+08:00

What's stronger than wax? :x

My hair. It cut my finger just now. Bleed like fuck.

2008-10-20T08:43:00.000+08:00

Bastard.

Had a dream last night. Dreamt of going back time to save my darling. You must break with [Insert asshole's name here]. Did all sorts of things to prove that I am really darling's future bf. All in the effort to make sure that darling doesn't get cheated by [Asshole].

I like to get things straight to the point. It's you who didn't want my darling few years ago. Now when she gives up on you, you regret? Well... You can jolly well regret. Stop coming back again and again and act pitiful. Stop making everyone think that you are the one in the poor state. Have you ever thought who would land up in tears and blood everytime you cheat on her with another girl behind her back? You probably don't know. It's her. And I can see that she's getting very tired playing such games with you. What you have done and said is simply too aboard. "Cheating on her because you wanted to teach her a lesson"? You try telling everyone that. A person like you should be crucified, multilated and crucified again. Fucking bastard.

Women are not toys. But then a womaniser like you probably won't know/understand that. Can't you realise? Such a good gem as Huimin. You gave this gem up. You told everyone that Huimin cheated on you with another guy. I don't mind admitting that I knew that she had a bf, a bad one anyway, And still went forward to court her. She deserves much, much more than you. Where/what would she be doing now if I didn't pick up her call that day? I don't know, don't want to know, and there's no chance to know it already anyway. It's been 4 months now since the start of our relationship. Can't you see? This is not cheating on you, this is giving up on you, kid. Sometimes I may be under-protective of my darling, and I'm trying to change. It will also be very ugly if you see my other side.

I also tend to be over lusty over my darling. But darling understands as she knows that whatever I do, I would have my limits. I, too, as a guy, has needs too. Maybe we had sex already. Just maybe. But she being not pregnant yet shows some things. Either we have not done it yet, or we know what we are doing. You? I don't think so. Fucking around with other girls every now and then. Not too impressive. What do you gain in the end from doing that? I don't think it would benefit you that much after all. This is not fulfilling needs anymore. This is called rampant lust. You might end up like those serial elderly rapists.

Shall end my blogpost about [Asshole] here. Never seen such a [Asshole/Bastard] like you.

PS
I love my darling lots. Dedication of song to her.

What are we here, after months of being together.
~
~
~?? Don't know how to continue le :(

2008-10-19T13:55:00.006+08:00

Argh screw IE

IE doesn't support:


 document.getElementById('tr' + trInput).style.display = 'table-row';

EDIT: Solved. By using:


 try {
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 catch(iestupidproblem) {
 document.getElementById('tr' + trInput).style.display = 'block';
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to use 'block' in IE if it tries to use 'table-row' and EPIC PHAILS.

Also completed the "Archives" script. When you press the archives, it will automatically go into the entries tab. :D:D!! YAY! I'm so proud of myself. :D

2008-10-16T21:21:00.001+08:00

Sick.

2008-10-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

Chup, TV, school, later then post. going to sleep.

2008-10-14T01:57:00.002+08:00

Friends.

2008-10-12T00:36:00.002+08:00

4th Month Anniversary!

Went to Plaza Singapura to celebrate our 4th month anniversary and it was very great! Although it was quite an expensive day, I was glad that it went well. The movie was great, the food was quite okay, and we even shared oyster mee sua! (: Too bad I didn't take any pictures of the nice food. :(

Job Madness?!

Darling's looking for a job. Anyone has a lobang for her? :x Darling spending her last day with me tomorrow since I would be so busy with school! OMGOSH. School is starting soon! (: I can't wait! Darling's going to be so bored. So, kind-hearted employers out there, please hire my darling! :x

Okay. Got to sleep early so I have enough energy for tomorrow! :D

I put my heart and soul in your hands, in exchange for just that, little smile.

2008-10-05T09:02:00.003+08:00

The thrills of having a TEMP job. (:

Was assigned a temp job last Thursday and Friday. Worked alone in MOE Recruitment Marketing Unit as a packer(pack 1200 bags of 5 items alone). :x Actually thought I would do both days alone but it seems impossible because I only managed to do 300 bags in the first day. Second day was slightly nicer since there was another person accompanying me for work as it would be very hard to finish the bags by Saturday. Her name is... I don't remember! :X The only thing is remember is that she has the same zodiac as me(12 years older), and that she's married.

Laze away!

Stayed at home for the whole Satuday playing WoW private server.
Link Here for interested people.

Sincerely Sorry.

Made a terrible Sunday.
Made darling angry.
Made darling feel like killing me.
Sorry.

Breakfast! (:

Overnight-ed at dear's house. Went down to Khatib earlier to accompany darling to collect some redundant stuff from some redundant person. Well... Darling's maggie mee was quite okay. Just too much seasoning. Darling, could you put less seasoning next time? (:
Woke up the next morning to take cab down to Chinatown to eat breakfast. The cab fare was a waste of money. :x The food was nice. The guotiao is very delicious as the vendor put the right amount of oil in the bowl. The only downside is that the spoon turned abit too oily. :x Sweet potato ball was also very nice and it was quite cheap($1 for 8).
Went home after looking at darling sleep and sleep and sleep (:

Ok. Going to sleep now. Cya peeps!

2008-10-02T00:20:00.002+08:00

Starting my day getting alot pissier than normal.

First thing first, encountered this little fucker, who is probably an aged 20 female, who forced me to create a ruckus on the 123 bus to work in the afternoon. Started when I was aboard the bus and sitting on a sit that's nearer to the window so that there are more spaces in the bus. Bus started getting crowded and this little fucker sat beside me just like normal people would do. More and more elderly are getting up the bus as we all know, Bukit Permai area. Saw this old lady standing feebly and stood up and offered the seat to her. But in the process, as I was carrying my notebook, I accidentally knocked into the little fucker. Of course, being a very apologetic person like me, I apologized to her. But then, this little fucker, being a little fucker, said(translated from chinese): Act what noble. She didn't know how furious she made me. Shouted back at her(translated from chinese again: You don't want let her sit then say la. Say what people act noble. Act noble better then you right? Selfish.

Second, didn't know that it was a public holiday today. So went down to work and was actually surprised that *scape wasn't open. Darling then told me that she tried to contact me and ask me whether I really have work since it was a "locked" day today. (: Then went down to Somerset MRT 7-11 to buy some stuff to eat and found out that I lost my ATM card! Nah. Actually I left it with some guy at the NTUC at a petrol station yesterday.

Took a train back home to put my notebook and took 198 down to my darling's house to go out with her and her mom to eat since she had some extra money. It was quite delicious.

Going to sleep now since I have to wake up at 7am in the morning tomorrow. Cya readers. (:

2008-10-01T01:45:00.004+08:00

I start to wonder, is my help recupricated?

She tells me she's not going for Maths exam because she wanted to take that time for Art.
She tells me to pay for her acrylic + brushes.
She tells me to help you trace out one of the drawings.
She tells me to colour one of the traced pictures with acrylic.
I wake up in the middle of the night just to help her with her preparatory work.

Yet I still have to face her attitude in the morning.
Yet when I told her that I'm tired, she still takes her time dilly-dallying around.
Yet even when my face looks tired, I'm still trying to act cute to look more lively.

But on the other hand, am I asking for too much?

She tries to make me happy even though she's in pain.
She tolerates my easily hurt ego and even repairs it at times.
She doesn't look at me with that "omg UGLY face/hairstyle guy pls get away omgwtfbbq" look/face.
She tries to shift all the blame to herself when we quarrel.
She always the title of "i'm the one in the wrong in this situation" with me.
Lastly, She loves me.

And I love her too.

2008-09-28T21:15:00.002+08:00

Went to Giant with darling and her mom to buy groceries and had alot of fun there. Stayed overnight at darling's house. Woke up the next morning and continued sleeping cause it was really damn tiring! Hehe darling and me kept slacking at home until it was time to work. If the lady boss did not call darling, I think we wouldn't even remember to go! It was such bliss.

And I actually fell asleep on blogging. :x Kodak moment rofl. Darling angry le. So must blog faster. :D:D

And ya. Have been vomiting blood the whole day. Googling some random rubbish. :P

Egggggggg
Carrotttsss!!
:D

And actually wanted to go to darling's house to teach her... but.... I'm abit busy... with the tuition stuff. :( Sorry darling! Tomorrow then going to her place to teach her. Hopefully can help her at least in some stuff.

2008-09-25T08:23:00.002+08:00

Went to darling's house these few days and even stayed over at her house. Seems that we look more and more like a married couple! Is that good? Or bad? :D

2008-09-22T16:44:00.003+08:00

Have been busy these few days with work. It's a job of marshaling DOTA and COD4 competition games in a game convention. There were alot of chiobus in the vicinity resulting in a very fun day! We are also to give out newspapers like flyers and 1 guy gladfully took all of our newspapers. Guess his name? RUBBISH BIN. Took alot of free 2hr lan gaming coupons, about 30 of them. Planning to use them with darling. :D

Stayed over at dear's house to to monitor whether she got go school or not. :D Then dear was ultra pissed cause her friend pangseh-ed her. Being stupid of me, I made it worse by making her somehow angry. :(

Sorry blog-readers! :x

2008-09-15T08:17:00.004+08:00

Pictures of my past few days in order below.

2008-09-09T10:59:00.003+08:00

Yes, they are.

It's amazing what people can do for money. The greed, the lust, for that S with 2 lines. Although I may look seemingly-miserish, it's all because I'm already quite low on cash so that's quite unavoidable.

People nowadays. Putting money as one of their top priorities disregarding other more humane values like compassion. Everyone seems the same. Even my parents. So much corresponding to each other person that whenever they speak a word out of greed, it would inevitably strike a sentiment of familiarity.

And I can actually predict what they would set their mouth rumbling off already.

"You giving free tuition? Why you never charge money? You keep spending money outside. Doing stupid stuff like free tuition in holidays? I would rather you go out work and get paid.

"If you keep doing this, we won't give you money when you go out.

"You go settle money stuff yourself."

And the prediction came true! The mundane naggings are still alright for me. But this? I can't actually you are speaking such filth from your measly little mouth.

So free tuition is stupid stuff in your eyes? I don't mind spending all my good karma to curse you.

Greedy? Yes, they are.

If my old friends are here, they would agree and support me in the free tuition.

2008-09-07T23:22:00.003+08:00

I have a sudden urge to bake some cheese baked rice. Always wanted a house of my own with my own cooking stuff. Looks like another planned trip to IKEA is coming soon.

Promised baby. 1 Month. (: Although hard to keep this promise, will try hard.

And I have 354 unique visitors for my blog. That's quite high coming from my blog :P. Although I have so many visitors, only few of you actually bothered to tag! :(

2008-09-05T21:59:00.007+08:00

Seems like my parents doesn't know what I mean by 少说一句.
I worked the whole day and being so tired from work, all I want is just a good rest and they just have to bug me about the pay.
Obviously I'm already 18 and I can trust that person.

You all like to fucking lecture me about having trust in the family.
Now I just want to trust people outside since they are busy and mainly because they themselves have their own difficulties and busy schedules.
And you actually talk to about trust when YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE FUCKING TRUST IN ME.
I handed my ez-link card to you for you to top-up. NOT TO FUCKING CHECK MY TRAVELLING HISTORY.

Anyway providing free tuition AFTER 15SEPT for o/n-level maths and sms me your details as such:

Name
Number of people
Time
Location(Preferbly a MacD outlet)
Bus services outside the location
Duration of tuition

to 9t8u8i5t7i7o3n7.

On the other side, I'm still trying to be a good boyfriend. And my darling just labeled me insensitive. I hate it when I ask her why and she replies Don't know leh. Just lidat lor. Rofl. Don't mind you saying negative stuff about me. Actually it's good cause it lets me know what are my faults. But you don't tell me why! :(

Looking forward to tomorrow's morning.

2008-09-01T11:59:00.001+08:00

Wahaha I'm back! From inactivity of 2 days ._. Rotted at home on Saturday because of hungry ghost festival. Computer deleted my everything. Actually it's quite good though. No more Warcraft and Maplestory

Then today sick... Wow quite hard to customise my computer again. Nights all!

2008-08-29T21:49:00.001+08:00

Later come back then postPosted.

Okay Thursday went to work like Wednesday just that I also brought dinner for dear to eat too on thursday. Was covering up for WJ and Calvin on these 3 days from tuesday to thursday. And on each of those days, my dear would bring dinner down for me. :x I'm so blessed with a girlfriend like that! :D Love her lots. Okay.

Friday! Today is Teachers' Day. Have you visited your Secondary/Primary school teachers? Nah, I have not done so as I have FORGOTTEN about this special day until dear told me! :x Went over to dear's school and tried to sneak in the school but the security guard stopped me from going in and asked me for my previous form teacher's name. Dumbstruck. Miserable phail. So waited outside dear's school for quite some time before she came out with a box of her stuff. Went back to her house to put stuff and slacked until about 4pm in the afternoon where I sinned. I'm emotionally scarred for life. After that, went back to dear's house to slack again. Offered to watch movie with dear but she encouraged me to save money. Hehe. Then took bus home and upon opening my door, I saw my parents quarreling again. Quite used to it anyway. Broken families are like that. x(

Tomorrow is going to be another fantastic day where I CANNOT go out. :( Sadded. Really wanted to meet her tomorrow but... Aw... Sad. :/

2008-08-27T10:38:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to work and dear accompanied me to work. So nice of her right? Muacks. Ate mash potatos there. Quite a short post this time...

Anyway dear is mood-swinging nowadays but that's alright. Love you deeply. Sinking deeper and deeper into the hole but don't want to get out. Tell me why. Why I'm so in love with you. Can't seem to get you off my mind. As days goes by, I feel that we become closer and closer. I can't love you with my heart. That's because I've already given you my heart!

2008-08-26T00:28:00.005+08:00

you're the one i always wanted to have.
i restrict you because i care.
i love you
i wont find another girl.
I REPEAT. i wont find another girl.
my problem? i refuse to forsake you.
do what you want and see what i'll do.
you can block everyone. you can block me too. but you cant stop me from loving you
you dont have to say anything. i know. and even if i dont know, i want to let you know that im always there for you.
okay go sleep. (:

muacks
-MrBunny

is there anything you can't tell me?
we can overcome this...
have faith in me? :\

2008-08-25T13:52:00.007+08:00

Went out with dear on Saturday to watch fireworks festival. Took some pictures at the art place below the Esplanade.

After watching fireworks...

Sunday went with dear to CHC and the service was quite boring but ohwells I can't blame that since I had never been to Sunday services before. Maybe late Satuday services are more lively. Went with dear to Far East Plaza after that. Quite a nice day anyway. No tattoos plx.

2008-08-23T00:16:00.007+08:00

Although I really don't have any recollections on my days with dear, I still have some pictures to refresh my mind. Sorry dear! I know my memory is VERY bad. So I'm trying to take as much pictures as possible. Forgive me? :D

Hmmm went to work(Wednesday) and dear actually packed rice to feed me during my work time as normally I don't eat at that time. Thank you dear! Where can you find such a nice girl? :x Wo ai ni. After that went to cineleisure to eat with dear.

Our Meal at cineleisure BK

My triple-patty rendang burger

Then came Thursday! and was supposed to watch 12Lotus with dear and her mom at Vivo but dear played Maple until she forgot about me. Well... I don't mind being forgotten because of <Insert Random Reason Here>... But being neglected because of Maplestory is like... Ownage. x(

Hair after treatment

Then went to Jurong Point to watch movies with dear and her mom. No last bus home! x( Took a taxi and dropped dear at her house there and proceeded home to be scolded... :( Now I can't stay out late. T_T

Friday... Stayed at home. Rot. (x Have to sleep. Have a bad habit to force dear to sleep before going to sleep myself. So dear... If you are reading this, please make an effort to sleep early! :D Not for me. But for yourself (: Well... It would be better if it was for both me and you! Or better... US. :D And hey, you don't have to ask whether I'm willing to continue walking with you in this life. You should already know the answer (: I love you. No picures today!! x( Looking forward to watching fireworks with dear tomorrow! Miss my dear alots and kept thinking about her today. Basically today is spent... staring... at... the... screen... awaiting... for... something... to... happen... Bye all. Ciao~! (:

2008-08-20T19:48:00.008+08:00

Love bite from dearest!! :x

let me grow old with you,
let me taste the cold with you.
let me take away all your numbness,
leaving behind my funness.

let me kiss you tonites,
let me heal your uptights.
let me hug you forever,
until happy ever after.

let me taste the sweetness,
rather than the everlasting loneliness.
i long for you to be by my side,
and face with me all the future tides.

let me hold you in my arms,
to protect you from all the harms,
i can be damn romantic too,
that's because i love you...

people say love is like a flower,
i say love is like a tower.
it's not of petals and thorns,
it is the journey that adorns.

do you even have a clue,
how much of my love is true.
i dont really have to show,
i think you already know.

2008-08-20T00:08:00.009+08:00

Suddenly I bought a pack of potato chips which is so expensive ($1.50) and unhealthy (MSG lots.).

But here's the reason! :D (BTW for people who don't know, my birthday's on the 7th of August. I don't mention my birthday THAT often.)

Anyway came back home and there was still stuff to eat (: This is quite a short post :x

2008-08-17T00:08:00.004+08:00

Friday
Went with dear to Jurong to Clementi to Tanah Merah to Simei ITE to Tampinies to Pasir Ris to Far East to Vivo to Home!

Saturday
Went to dear's house cause dear say she want me to pei her sleep so ya. Then went to SGH to visit my friend who had a colon tumour the size of 21cm x 17cm x 17cm. WOW. So big.. :x Went to Vivo with dear where dear scared the shit out of me. I will never forsake her :D

2008-08-15T00:10:00.005+08:00

Wednesday
Went to see dar's teacher for her report book and have to act as her tuition teacher.. Seriously hope that dear will study hard for her exams and get to a course of her own preference.. Then went to work where all was well. After that, we went with her mum to watch Money Not Enough II. Very touching the last part..

Thursday
post for arguements-

To some other guy:

I'm not a hongster
I'm not a chiongster
I don't cheat on my gf

2008-08-12T00:46:00.005+08:00

Okay lots of things happened these few days but if I post them out, dear will KILL me. :x

How to act/look like an AHLIAN

Cut your hair like other ahlians to make yourself look like part of the robotic army(Long rebonded hair with fringe covering 3quarter of left/right eye and not covering the other).
Have very VERY black hair to go with your pearly white skin or highlight patches of YELLOW and/or PINK. Aiya, anything with high contrast that will attract attention will do.
Buy skinny jeans and funky shirts(preferably from IP.Zone) to wear.
Play more DDR so that you look slimmer and be able to wear tighter skinny jeans to make you seem like walking chopsticks. Gains the ability to hump guys in clubs too.
Scream/screech like a hyena when suddenly frightened to attract attention that you are actually there. AKA attention whoring.
Still have more I think but must force dear<3 to sleep.

2008-08-10T00:41:00.003+08:00

Use the word "try" for it gives me the reason to use the words "give up"

Think before you talk. For words cannot be retracted. That's the reason why I always say "nothing". It may seem irritating at first but if you look back, being irritating is better than being a prick.

Plan to blog about "ah lians" tomorrow as there isn't really much time today.

2008-08-09T00:16:00.002+08:00

Dear challenged me to force her go school. (:

Played alot of drummania today... hehe. I noob in Daytona lor.... :(

Hand pain. Hehe. Had a nice day.

2008-08-08T00:41:00.004+08:00

Okay my birthday just finished. Had a nice day with dear especially the 2nd birthday present! :x Okay will stop harping on that. Last time kay? (: Watched Dark Knight with her and it was quite nice in my opinions but dear didn't seem to like it alot. Then drummed with her... Okay I sucked. :x Thanks laopo for giving me such a wonderful day! (: I love you tons. (: Eh actually today wanted to rebond my hair but my mom and dear don't let me. ROFL.

2008-08-06T20:05:00.003+08:00

Monday
4th of August... Justin's death anni. I can still remember that on my previous years, I always fell sick on that day and this year it's the same. :X Then dear bought hamsters and brought them down to my house there... Thank you dear! :D Love you lots. Slacked at SAFRA quite long then sent dear home.

Tuesday
Dear didn't go to school cause she was sick so I went to her house to take care of her. Love the peaceful look on her face when she sleeps. :D Then helped dear to change lightbulbs... :D

yea that's all. I'm blogging from work sia. Still sore throat and coughing. The air-con isn't helping either.